Hmm?

i wonder if i'll ever find a boyfriend

LOL

random, i know.

i know i want one 

but then again

i like being alone && my freedom

doing shit my way

without someone questioning it

and besides, people annoy me QUICK

i don't/refuse to argue

i'm too independent and friendly

i have a problem connecting emotionally with people (well blame this on my lack of hugs from my mom growing up *shrugs shoulders*)

i'm smart mouth and rude (at times)

i can't stand over jealous guys

and besides i can be spiteful

and lets not forget i'm scared shitless of getting close to someone

lol .. see? .. i have alot of flaws

i'm surprised some of the guys i've talked to stuck around as long as they did

cause had i been a guy i would've "ON TO THE NEXT ONE" me a long time ago