The (Ms.) Education Of Cybill

Chris Brown- Beautiful People

i just love Chris browns new song

every time i listen to it

i feel like i need to pop an E pill, hit a gay/pop club

fist pump all night and kiss a girl

LMFAO

nah seriously .. doesn't it make you feel all bubbly and giddy inside?

WHIP MY HURR BACK AND FORTH!!

i finally got tired of doing my hair

because the whole detangling process

SUCKS ASS

i just *wipe tears* deal with it

so i decided to put in my Senegalese twist

well let me tell you

this was the most painful thing i've every experienced

as bad as cramps are

i think getting you hair braided by Africans may have surpassed them all

lmao it was so bad i think i swore to never do these again

but then again the original plan was to keep them in until i was ready for my BC

it came out REALLY longer then i wanted and expected

and hurt like hell for 2 days .. but honestly i LOVE it

Dear Motha Natue

WHAT THE FUCK IS UP?

like what is wrong with you?

like since when does new york get earthquake shakes or hurricanes?

in my 21 years of existence I've never experienced shit like that

AND ALL OF A SUDDEN JU WANNA ACT THE FUCK UP?

please ... have a seat

2012 is a year away

wait till then

Hottie Boom Scotty: Scott Ramon Seguro Mescudi AKA KiD CuDi

OH YOU THOUGHT I WAS DONE HUH?

LMAO

ok OK im done

but do you see?!!

he wears 10 deep

i wear 10 deep

he drinks

i drink

he wears Mohawks

i love guys who wears Mohawks

lmfao

this was a match made in heaven

Kid Cudi "No One Believes Me"

Kid Cudi

KiD FUCKING CuDi

he doesn't know how much i love him

Scott Ramon Seguro Mescudi

YOU JUST ZON'T KNOW

not stalker love though

that would just be OD

but i DID stand on line for 3 hours to get into his concert on a hot ass day

then another like 3 while the concert was going on

got pushed around, almost cursed out 2 white girls and had sore feet

but he was worth it o:-)

Hottie Boom Scotty: Pharrell

PHARRELL PHARRELL PHARRELL

is SO damn fine

like .. sexyness this good should be banned

if i never knew his real age

i would've thought he was 23-30

but his sexy delicious ass is 38!

like GOT DAMN

why aren't blessed with a good looking god like that?! LMAO

i wonder how the helllllll females can wear heels all nilly willy

i'm not the biggest girly girl

don't worry though i don't walk around in basketball shorts or jeans under my ass or anything

but heels and make up aren't my best friends

don't really know how to rock those well

but i see females who wear them any and everywhere

like DAMN MA!

i love heels .. when i heel shop

they HAVE to be high

4inch and over

but when i wear them, i give them like half an hour wear

before my toes are crying

i think i need to start practicing how to be sexy 24/7 if i plan on being a MILF LOL *inserts tears here*

Teyana Taylor - Her Room

Of the 98,349,827,493 versions to Drakes 'Marvins Room'

i think Teyanna Taylor's 'Her Room'

is in the top 5

as a female .. i can relate to this EXACTLY

matter fact i think 95% of females can relate to it

listening to it i feel all the emotions she feels in the video

she's singing the truth

ladies we ALL have that ONE fella that we have a 'Her room' moment too

but her BODY??? like got DAMN GURRR

the lord has been good to her

but don't worry .. after i take my surface hip piercing out

i too shall be hitting the track and have a body like hers ;)

chris browns version is also another good one too

ONE BIG ROOM .. FULL UH BAD BITCHES

ONE BIG ROOM FULL OF BAD BITCHES

GUCCI GUCCI LOUIE LOUIE FENDI FENDI PRADA

BASIC BITCHES WEAR THIS SHIT SO I DON'T EVEN BOTHA!

this song is so catchy lmao

and below is the lil wayne verson

idk which i like better so .. here's both

Be Strong, Be Gentle, Be Beautiful

why is it so damn hard to save??

like i have friends who are the worlds greatest savers

and then i look at myself like

damn Cybill

why cant you save?

lol

its because i love to spend so much

who ever said money can't buy happiness sure as hell haven't met me yet

cause money sure bring this old fart a lot of joy

nothings greater then a new pair of shoes

or jeans

hair products

jewelry

just the thought of having something new is tempting me to pry open my piggy bank (yes i said it)

and go shopping buttttttt because i super glued it shut, these devilish thoughts will have to be put on hold *ROLLS EYES*

Men

i am SICK AND TIRED

MEN

LOL seriously

i have reached my limit with guys

im tired of being the good, loyal, sweet girl

FUCK THAT

lol

don't get me wrong

im not gay or anything now .. just very turned off by the thought of being close to a guy

the whole relationship yadda yadda

right now i have a few goals i need to reach

and guys are no where on the list

so where ever you are ole buddy ole pal Romeo

this Juliet needs a break

so take your time coming buddy

Big Sean - Hometown

not a big crazy big sean fan

honestly when i heard his name i though he was another fat rapper

boy was i surprised when i saw a picture of him

but anyways .. i love this song .. from the adele sample to the lyrics to the video itself

LOVERS IT!

Wiz Khalifeeeeeeeeeer

there's something about his little skinny weed smoking tatted up brown skin ass that does something to me

wheeeeeeew i would love to spread some Wiz KIhalifa on my cracker ANYZAAAAY!

HEY BOO!

haven't posted in a while
without my camera im just not interested
honestly

summer has been so dry
makes me excited about starting school back up
but we know how that goes
once you start .. by the first week it'll be all
'i cant wait to go on break again'
LOL

Marsha Ambrosius - Hope She Cheats On You

Marsha Ambrosius is BEAUTIFUL .. inside and out

1/2 of the old group of floetry

she's just a BEAUTIFUL soul

and this song?

OH LAWD .. this song speaks out how i use to feel about a old ting of mine

i was sure as hell bitter

but i got over it .. WHATEVS!

She cute and all, but that won't last forever.
What I had for you was so much better.
Yeah the grass ain't greener on the other side of town.
Now look at how it all turned out now.
I'm a little bitter, just a little bitter.
But I'm doing better, 'cause we ain't together.
You sorry excuse for somebody I was into.
Remember what it was when I was wit' you?

Just another day

Am I the only one who's so bi-polar with my days?

It might be weather related and how I went to sleep that night

But there's some days where I wake up and I just loooooove outside .. And my life .. And the sun .. And my friends .. I'm so giddy .. And talkative .. Non caring .. I feel beautiful .. And not a thing can ruin my day .. I laugh in the face of evil .. Not even the nastiest attitude can make me mad .. That's when I'll listen to everyones problems .. And give the best advice .. That's when I hit up the guy I'm talking to .. Telling him how much I miss him .. Grab my mom a few of her favorites things .. On my best daughter behavior

And then

There's the gloomy days ..where I just hate the fact that I gotta get up and leave my bed .. Everything annoys me .. I hate the weather .. I hate my job .. The fact that I gotta spend money .. My friends get slightly ignored .. I hate talking to customers .. Look at me too long and I'll hate you too .. My mom gets the worst of my out lashes .. I brush off my possible suitors .. Like I just wish I could go home and confine myself to my bed ..

Or is this just me?

De la natural

So .. I've decided to go natural *dramatic music*

Yes .. I've said it .. NATURAL *more dramatic music*

I got a perm when I was in the 10th grade .. So about 16/17 .. I grew tired of my moms typical dinosaur braids and our 3 day hair wash process .. And she gave me 2 choices .. Perm or dreads (even though I doubt she would've let me dread my hair) and I happily excitedly pick a perm .. And LET ME TEEEEEEEEEEEELL YOU *chews gum chicken-headishly* I thought I was the shit .. Cutie with a booty and long luscious hair

YEAAA ALRIIIIIIGHT .. I think my gassed up head lasted about a year before I started treating my hair horrible .. No deep conditioners, trims, wraps .. Thinking I was a white girl and taking naps without tying my hair .. Eating junk food .. NO VITAMINS!

Slowly but surely my hair starting breaking off something serious .. And I started imagining myself as one of those girls with long hair with only 2 strands of hair .. OH NO *grabs scissors* so after much thought and consideration and motivation from my cousin and just the beauty of natural hair and things you can do to it .. Products you can put in it .. I was convinced and sold ..

If only I knew THEN what I know NOW .. I would be rocking my big diana ross .. Solonge .. Erykah badu fro

Unfortunately society and my mother doesn't view natural hair as beautiful .. But guess what .. WHO THE FUCK CARES!

Typical

You know what I hate .. That when I tell a lot of people I want to get married first then work on children they laugh as if its impossible and like I'm suppose to accept that I'll be like the typical women who has a baby father vs husband

As if I'm not good enough or qualified to be considered a wife .. Or that I'll be so deep and lost into love one day with my boyfriend that I'll slip up and get pregnant ..

Um no thanks .. I've was involved with someone for 2 yrs in which I passed the 'in love' 'infatuated' stage and didn't slip up

I have goals .. I have dreams .. Do I want children? That's still under consideration .. I want to plan my kids rather then it be off one night of temptation

And it also makes me feel bad for the males .. It comes off as if males are incapable of marriage and love and monogamous relationships .. Oh well .. I have faith that there's a shitload of good guys out there .. I'm chilling .. They'll come to me in due time

love is a beautiful thing

idk.

im just thinking