Mission: BIG TOP SECRET

so as of late a friend of mine has a great idea and asked me to help

since i like to research and i have some resources

i agreed to help

right now the plan is being conceived

imagine the sperm racing to reach the egg

*side eye* yea thats exactly where the plan is

I've done my extensive research even though im not done

and im OH SO EXCITED

hopefully when their ready and confident and want the world to know

i'll be sharing :)

But till then? shhh its my little secret ^_^

Jah Cure - Unconditional Love (OFFICIAL VIDEO)

this. song. makes. me. fall. in. love. ALL THE FUCK OVER AGAIN

i love this song .

so sweet && smooth

the beat is nice .. lyrics beautiful

and jah cure is actually a ALRIGHT looking guy

but .. where the hell is the location of the video?

why did he go from the front seat to the back seat of the car?

where is the feat. artist on this song? lol

and who .. WHO .. WHO

is that GORGEOUS guitar player?

he can serenade my ass ANYTIME!

this song makes my lil piece of heart believe in love every time i hear it

Moment Of Silence

im going to dedicate this post to my homie

Fredric aka CAVEMAN

he tragically passed away april 4th from a gunshot induced coma

he was a young inspirational deep man

who was sweet and funny

and always a fresh of breath air

i didn't know him for too long

about a yr or two

and i would always see him at random times

but i always appreciated and like those random visits

his death was very sudden and horrible

and even though i knew he was in the hospital i had hope in my mind and heart he would recover

and be back to his old self in no time soon

sad to say i was wrong

my block is like a inner family .. and everyone is a brother or sister to me ..

this is the 2nd loss in less then a year and it leaves me with such a empty feeling

of course i cant compare to the pain some of my friends that knew him longer are feeling .. but its pain non the less

Freddy .. you will always be missed .. and i hope your up in heaven looking down on us .. because god only knows how much we all need an angel

Est March 28th

SO!

my birthday was last Monday (MARCH 28TH)

and i turned 21

wow .. i am LEGAL NOW

like im considered a full ADULT

im responsible for all my actions now

(inserts tears here)

i wasn't so excited about my birthday and the weekend before was a total BUST

but then again i didn't mind, saved some money in MY pocket

but on my wonderful day of birth i woke up early, cooked myself a delicious BIG breakfast and just enjoyed the morning .. my homie sam came by and we headed to Williamsburg to hit this thrift shop i wanted to go to (OF COURSE HITTING THE LIQUOR STORE FIRST)

then that night 2 friends and i went to cafeteria for some appetizers and drinks .. then we went to a pool hall for drinks and shots .. then to a bar for some more drinks and shots :D

can you tell i had a good night?? lol

that weekend i went out partying and out to eat .. i wasn't expecting any crazy big birthday extravaganza and i was extremely content and happy with the outcome of my birthday. 

oy vey .. now im a extremely old fart .. *SIGH*

GUESS WHO'S BIZZZZZZZZZZZZZACK?

well i know i was doing oh so good with the updates and suddenly i stopped .. its not my fault .. WELL it is .. but .. whatever .. LOL .. i've been alllllllllllll over the place .. and i THINK i've finally gotten it together .. hmmm .. i'm lying .. but i want to be more devoted to my blogging since i think i have a few followers :)